I knew it the moment i read that. I can feel it too. I was expecting something like that, just that i was sort of waiting to see if you... will stop to care a little too.... Haiz why have things become like that.. nothing's changed, i just got to know more and perhaps that wasnt a very good thing to know and ponder and analyze about  too much... Would just get into the wrong side you're supposed to be looking into. I dont know, maybe i am the problem and i shouldnt care so much. But when i didnt care too much yes i felt okay and happy with everything, and there comes another problem.. And then i realised it's not about silence being awkward... It is the comfort in that silence that's worrying. Idk, whether im being disliked or what but yes i felt that.. and everything feels so distant in just a few days without contact.

But sometimes things seem okay and normal.. That i cant really tell if it's right, whether on the surface or truly alright.

But well for now maybe just let things go the way it goes and feel normal.. perhaps by then everything will just turn round, or not.